(dun mind for any typo in there. ad i dunno what i'll type in here . due to bit of tipsy after artyling last night )
few mths back . he got in a car accident and got serious injuries on his nose . he refuse to go hospital (no matter how we (our family) ask him to) and insist that his nose will recover . and finally one day.. he got nose cancer . still, he didnt want to do treatment no matter how we ask him to . but . its not that he didnt want to listen to us . the reson for him not to do treatment is that . the doctor said the percentage is still ver low even he if he dd the treatment . worse still . his eye might go blind . given a man lik my god dad . he's a guy that loves to run all abt with his bike . his bike is his life . he drive his bike when me and my sis are still ver ver young . cna you imagine hw long is the bike with him ? . so tere is no way he can accept that he go blind and could not drive his bike . but one thing that me and my sis felt guilty is that . what had we did for him ? while he is afraid of turning blind or even fighting with his sickness . what are we doing ? sigh ....... to us .. he's the best god dad ever . he treat us just lik his blood son and daughter . he didnt lecture or laid a finger on us bfore . not even a single time . instead. he gave us money when we are in low cash or when we are in need of money .
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today . gotta thanks Soon. ver much for forcing me to set my phone with ringtone instead of me setting silence all the day 24 hrs . phone rang while i was sleeping . receive a call by my 2nd sis and was infrom that our god dad might not pull through . so meet up with my sis and rush down sgh to visit him ...
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sigh . what makes me heartache is that he became ver weak . really very weak . unable to open his eyes . unable to speak at all . he cant do what he used to do .. he became very very skinny . with lots of wire and machine on him . while i told him that i'm there . he nod his head with his eye close .... can you imagine . he used to see me with his eyes . but he could'nt open his eyes now . he used to call us for lunch yet unable to speak nw . he used to eat alot . but recently why does him eat less den a spoon every meal ? why ? why isit so sudden ?
after visiting him . went clubbing with my sis . this time . not really in the mood for partying instead. just to drink . went dbl O . full hse so down clarkquay . and zouk after that .
at first . we wanted to visit him again on sunday which is today . but last night 11 plus while we're at Denise place for doing makeup .. my sis receive a call from my big sis and was inform that our god dd had pass away at 8 . and we're not suppose to go down . till we got inform . my sis is right . we had not return him what he did for us . why didnt he gave us a chance to return him ? i haven return him what he gave to me . as well as my sis . bexause of him . my sis can study at university . my sis said that she still wana return him the sum of money when she work in this society with the cert . but why dun he gave her a chance ? . and why don't he wait for me ? my 18th birthday is coming real soon . why does he leaving us so soon ? why ? my sis is right . there is no miracle in this world and this is the real world .
my sis had been blamming herself that the accident wont happen if it were'nt her asking my god dad down for lunch that day . and everything wld be fine . dun be silly . since you're already said . its accident . no ones can cantrol and no one wld want it to happen either . no body will blame you .
thanks so much for bringing me to join you guys for party last night . you know i dun wana stay home . as well as you . i wana drink . you knew it .
why does everything happened so sudden ? why ? ..........
Wednesday, October 27, 2010 /
PHOTOS PHOTOS PHOTOS
...........Xuan's birthday ...............
........................lao ba sat for dinner ;]...............
a day at Jessie place .
............. Halloween night :O ..............
............ singing session ..........
................Ugene's place . ...................
thats right . he's our god dad .
........................lao ba sat for dinner ;]...............
a day at Jessie place .
