well this are the few things we did for past weeks till now. as for the concert sorry to Joanne. hahas. cant post it to facebook as well as blog. i'll try to post again tmr .
ytd went len and pool again with ruzhen and xr. and one of rz friend. had a funny day ! meet up at ps with them and had our lunch at longjohn. thxs huiping lol. all we need to say is "usual order" and xr keep making fun on her hahaha ! even her manager was laughing . aft lunch dwn to chambers .. always play with her very funny sia .. this time xr cb. saw tank outside den run in close the door didnt tell me end up i open the door. saw tank facing me. i didnt even have the time to shut the door but what i did at first was "FLY" all the way to the back and got slam by him .. argh ! still gra away my gun sia xr cb .. end up he die i saw him i still told him that i dun wana save him lo .. i save him den i let go and repeatly . end up was like funyn la ! .. stupid sia him . ppl save him end up he walk thru the toxic and die. end up dunnoe why he die .. as what ru zhen say . he thought that wan is tonic. HAHAHA ! aft len cab dwn to fusion ... and the story begins ... Lol kk stop ytd nonsence here.
as for today ...
woke up at 3 .. xr call me down to bugis. at first my sis jio me to town de den she sick den nvr go out with her . so bus and train down to bugis .. lol. miracle leh. that Gary miss call me end up so suprise he is with xr at illuma .
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went for that movie. seriously after watching this movie what i can say in my heart is NOT TO TRUST XR AGAIN !!!! WATCH MOVIE SO MANY TIMES NOT EVEN ONE SINGLE TIME GOT NICE DE !
lol . i was listening to mp3 inside... hahas .. as for them ah ,, i'm not sure what is so scary lol .. all cover the ears sia .. cause of one BOMB at the starting ... hahas ! that idoit keep make me luahg inside den ask me to shut up . cb sia ...
bec. we catch 705 de movie end up we go eat at 7 ? HAHA ! all still happily ordering our food end up look at the time its 720 . nah ~ any way that movie also not nice as well eat den go .. aft dinner wait for xr to smoke went in to the hall at abt 8 ? wtf miss 1hr liao .. HAHAS !
aft movie while waiting for soon. to end work . usual. fusion again . AYE ! this time i inprove wor ! win them k .. siao siao . HAAHS ! ^^V .
i even taiko one time too bad soon. miss it..
aft pool walk down to messy to disturb soon. and xiao gui while they are working ... so funny. btw wait for him at burgur king ..
call Marcus to ask abt the project. seriously i was quiet shock to know that sufy is mad abt i'm late to class . as we are in the same grp. hmmm . =[ . but i can say is .. i'm late but i didnt slack . i did do what i suppose to do and finish all my sketches . the more cb i am i only chit chat with other ppl. i didnt play games nor sleep.. and he was angry that i was sitting at es row table and not with my members .. all i can say is just misunderstanding. i sit there just to draw and have some acc. as wenli and es are sketching too. while sharon sabrina and others are sitting at our group . one sabrina is enough for occupy-ing 3 ppl sits ready LOL. so i shift to es grp to skecth .. sigh ~
and had some argument with marcus due to " meeting up for project" .. sigh ~ . i ask them to have a fix day for project it will make things easier for all of us .. but he insist on having a flexble day. i know that they care for this project alot. but it only makes things difficult for me sometimes. because.. i'm having family day as well as outing with friends. alrite to me if you say that i'm slack... but i will go mad if i stay at home ... bec. hope they can spare a thought for me as i'm their grp member. can you imagine if i'm out with friends and receive a call from marcus for meeting out for project ? it was like what shd i tell my friends ? if i told them i gotta go. and they ask me why ? i told them project .. ya i know project is very inportant BUt to normal friends what wld they say ? well. you guys have friends too you shd know . and since its flexible date can you imagine if i meet up with my friend on ect. this wed. but during tue you told me to meet up on wed. den what shd i tell my friend ? i was like the middle person ...
but things will go diff. if we have a fixed date. if we meet up every fri for projects.. so i can inform every one around me not to ask me out cause i'll be busy-ing for my project and ppl will understand isn't it ? bec. as a group i dun wish to have any conflicts. while it was just a small attatchment. since both of them wans to have a flexible date den shall be. i'll be the one who is giving in. btw enough for my shit. i dun even know what i'm typing now and why did i even border to type it all out . sorry for the spelling mistake if there is any. and no offence for my group members as well as leader. this is just my opinion =]
seriously will life be easier for me ? just once will do . i'm getting tired due to struggling .. sick and tired of this world .. nth goes well on me.things looks well and fine on me but it nvr were. sigh ~ . how nice if i can just dissapear from this world by just one sec. leave every thing behind and care for nth and every things will stop. sigh . guess no one in this world will truly understand me deep down in my heart even my mum. ppl always thought that i'm just happy every day happy go lucky without any trouble nor stress . but the other side in me was hidden. they duno what i wan and what i really like.. guess in this world i'm the one who knows what i want and who am i. still need to bring this lonely and empty heart for more more years. .................................................
.Ne-Yo-Mad .
